Khizr Kachoo

By Fergus

1. My message is death and discord.
2. I am the light of god.
3. I burn the skin from your eyes and blind you to the world.
4. I flail the order from your mind and madden you with lust.
5. There is no law but I.
6. I am I and I, and nought.
7. The madness of obsession is my love.
8. My love is poison to you.

I woke alone and yearning

Hungry

I wanted someone - no,

I wanted the body

And lips

Wrapped sucking warm around my throbbing cock

Or draining the veins of my neck

Skin electric against sweatridden skin

The flash of teeth and nails,

I wanted arms beating

And claws tearing at the heart buried in my chest,

Rapture of the body of dreams vibrating

And the beat of our heart calling

For blood

And for breath.   

9. My message is violence

10. I am the light and the madness of god

11. I am in fire and blood.

12. Worship me with death.

13. Who worships me with death becomes immortal.

14. Who worships me with life becomes death.

15. My liberation is enslavement.

16. Enslavement is delight to you.

The indivisible body divides and I am I

And you become time and distance.

I want to close my eyes and tear out my mind,

I am lust. I want us.

I am love when I wake, nailed to my cross

Commanding will to honour time

But my heart still beats with lust

For blood and flesh and cum,

My body wrapped in heaven

Barking for oblivion,

The fire of your body is ecstasy

And the world and I burn entwined

Like broken mannequins,

Twin corpses upon the pyre.