Four Seasons
By Eddie Otchere
1
Kalakuta Republic. A distant drum puts power into the hands of the people. The distant drum is suddenly silenced. The earth turns and turns us over. Again another drum beats a tune. The notation fresh with chilli. The tempo the same. The swing loose. The hang, to the left. A new dot com in the net. A star in the deep rich jungle vegatation. There have been instances where angels have communicated using drums. I imagine the Angel will have a riq frame drum. She'll heal me with a pole dance and a drum beat that'll leave a stain on my brain while drugs ease my pain.
She recognise my sarf london credentials and sweat my technique. She not know shes an Angel until divine bomb is triggered by my supersperm. She will assist me in my lifelong pursuit to find peace on earth.
I have failed to meet any Angel dinosaurs. Four winged Angels with tails. I pray to divine dinosaurs to be bad. I mock the earlier incarnations of celestial communicators in their inability to work it out. The ordinary dinosaur never saw it coming, well its a good thing we can see it coming.
We toy with variables. We slow. We toy with certainties. We fast. We toy with others. We come. We toy with ourselves. We go.
Angel face pours me a vodka cranberry and a quarter lime, thankyou very much. There are of huge amounts of information in a conversation that has no relationship to time. In between songs on a 33/3 vinyl record set by the Fela, I kiss her. By the time next song begins I'm winning, she's winning.
A man should be judged on how well he treats virgins. If tonight was the night i'd make you a woman I'd get some towels.
If for one instant you could get god to answer one of your prayers he'd do that out of all of the prayers you must have made, and say 'aight, son, your on'.
Yep, to one of them answered, wouldn't that be enough. I do not know how to pray except when I'm high and except when i'm low. Excepting then. I don't know which gets me back to where I left off.
A man is judged by the way he treats virgins and now what? We never know, if we'll never see each other again. We never know if we we'll see each other. I never knew that today would be the last day I'd see you, was the last time I ever saw your face. Whether we will. Still. we are in same timeframe, for how long. When. The end. The time, first when I saw, her face. You don't have to know. They are no memoirs of my last affair. I'm doin fine by myself. Rooted in woman I live.
Awe. Some. Game.
Together with his majesty. I salute the galaxy, we call home. I salute the Kings. The Leaders of men. Mothers. Old People. Virgins. I'm humbled. Though. I had to ask God just one thing. I don't pray for betterment, I know the grass in burnt on both sides and He knew I knew it too. So we agreed. I wanted to know the day, when thrt day comes, when I'd know as fact that I'd never see you again. I asked and this was wish granted.
Watching events unfold. Helpless. Hell on earth and nothing but complicity. we do nothing. Technology gives us eyes in a world and no way to see things straight. Money is the route to all evil. As economics makes humanity its slave we have accepted the very fate we endlessly fight for freedom. We pay for our freedom and the freedoms of others. Our Armies are freedom fighters who fight freedom fighters fighting for freedom. We never voted for the apocalyse but here is. The tree will fall. The questions is, how do we. Rebuild. Having chosen to exist outside common commercial culture. Living below the radar. Resisting the mark of the beast until. In our lifetimes. The epoch collaspses and the meek inherit the earth. History thereafter will never repeat itself. Humanity goes in one end and unfolds out the other.
Beware false profits and I know I will see you again.
2
Where do we go from here? Where you gonna go from here? It seems for the most part you know where your going and right now you have enough time to even question the very metaphysics of your being. Your digesting thoughts, hope and devotion. Your open long enough to know that what you've been looking for you've finally found. Time wandering. I may be reading your devotion. That kind of time. To wander and wonder kind of time. I know not. Me. I carry the camera that steals your soul. I choose to shoot and nobody knows. Our lives exist among forces so great we cannot fully realise its significance and the significance of its truth. Once manifested humans no matter who you are, where your from whatever climate can score goals so great it could only come from one individual and one individual only can replicate such thoughts and emotions that they resonate to every other Human no matter what planet your from. Deep enough to make Ape and Dolphin awe. In the ever revolving earth we are constanstly reminded that we exist unique to a galaxy, yet we sold our very ingenuity out. We exist with the knowledge and ability to finally achieve peace on earth yet armies are ordered to war. In the hands of God we choose to hold God still never knowing God or God when his hand may fall, how or when or whether. I will ever know. I know we've been here before. What can I do? I wander....
Learning that the world as big as it is, is a lot easier to enjoy if we simplifiy the world around us.
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good morning my love...
I hope ya well
enjoy your day
call me if you can
soon
Today. It's got me.
I've been fighting it off but its got me. Some how. I'm sad. deeply sad.
Somehow I think you have the answer. You can make it better. Is this dissillusion.
I imagine you can say something like.
Whats the matter.
I dunno. I kinda don't feel right.
You'll be alright. Come hug me.
No. I just want to go very far away and find it impossible to come back to you
No.....It doesn't stop me from missing you.
I think the house makes me think of new possiblity's, more understanding and dream of getting right.
in the past, you hurt me. I hurt you.
in the present, i miss you.
From afar.
Since i decided I will write to you, my every thoughts jus wants to catalouge my feelings.
In one way i want a resolution I can accept, nothing makes sense.
It's cool, though, cripling for a secound.
Here comes the numbness.
Good morning
My names eddie, I'm not a looser (i just feel like one)
4
The grand perspective is a far greater perspective than that of the crack of a woman. yes. I have yearned but why. It is my only human desire.
Beyound that I'm a animal. i want to be at one with the earth. The fly is bacteria feeding of my shit. I wanna feed off jah. The mystical and real.
As if I don't already. If everyday I don't walk with Jah then what or whom am i walking with. Who is my companion, my camera. my record of being. My ego wishes for a challenge beyound that which challenges me already yet the challenge is only worth fighting if it's noble. noblity has to righteous. to be right. Is to know your worth it. I wanted a child because I knew earth was worth it.
I have adopted a child. She will grow up soon. All Queens must rise. Hard as it will be to adjust. The prosperity of all is dependant on whether we see the succession of eternal peace on earth by the inclusion of female experience into human political dynamics.
vulcan logical progression.
animal viral hybribs. say hello. hold your head. reach the sky.
The have-it-all became the do-it-all.
So you could've been a have-it-all.
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