The Magick of Maybe
<bgsound src="http://www.maybelogic.org/maybequarterly/04/Chapter11.mp3"> By Frater K .’. D .’. B .’. While the global controllers try to limit all thought to a true-false, yes-no, off-on, black-white, us-them paradigm, the single word 'maybe' seeks to offer limitless possibilities. This is what my own personal experience here at MAYBE LOGIC ACADEMY has shown me --- a panoply of potentialities. Look around you in your own life, and understand that virtually nothing is simplified to the point of a yes-or-no only option. Even with computers, the digital binary system of ones and zeroes and their corresponding bits and bytes presents such a wide array of order and disorder in the form of operating systems and software interfaces. This is what MAYBE does for us . . . MLA will always represent, in my own mind, an example of what can happen when people from wide-ranging interests converge for a single purpose, and under an unified principle. This principle was called MAYBE LOGIC and it is a magnum opus of WILLED INTENT. In the interest of providing a forum in which to foment varying viewpoints under an environment of tolerance, MAYBE LOGIC quickly paved the way for the MAYBE LOGIC ACADEMY concept. MLA sought to proselytize the idea behind MAYBE LOGIC through the Internet website associated with a community I could find no other way to describe --- than with the words INTELLIGENT INTERNET. Every single person, without exception, had brought something unique to the table. This allowed the group to feel comfortable in sharing with one another, some very personal aspects of their own lives and desires. For my own part, it was the first time I had ever felt that I really and truly belonged to any online community, because there were others just like me at MLA. I have made some great friends, and I hope that they have enjoyed getting to know me, just as I have enjoyed getting to know them. Those of you who are already familiar with the tenets of magick know that "Magick is the Science and Art of causing Change to occur in conformity with Will." However, the Maybe Logic community is much more than the Willed Intent of either Robert Anton Wilson and the administrative staff of the Academy, or even the growing faculty body. While it is known that the germ of the Maybe Logic idea grew out of interviews that RAW gave to Lance Bauscher, which later formed the basis of the documentary Maybe Logic and the Academy itself, it deserves to be mentioned that the final portion of the MLA triune are the students themselves. To look upon this matter in terms relative to magick itself, we discover that: 1) Nuit - The "Mother" of the Thelemic triune, who represents the limitless potentiality of infinite space. With RAW having added "maybe" to the yes-no binary prison of limited thought and solutions, the faded black and white universe explodes with the many shades of the color spectrum. This is what RAW has always represented, the permission to flip the circuit breakers, and use some of the alleged 95% of the human brain that is said to be unused by most people. 2) Hadit - The Maybe Logic idea was RAW's, but it was the symbolic role of the "Father" of the Thelemic triune, Hadit, who represents the winged globe at the heart of Nuit. The MLA structure grew from this symbolic conception, as RAW would need an organizational structure of what eventually grew into the MLA online school of metaphysics, ontology, and to a somewhat lesser degree, magick. 3) Ra-Hoor-Khuit + Hoor-Pa-Kraat = Heru-Ra-Ha - Here, I have used a formula, which I do believe is highly appropriate and germane to the discussion here. Symbolic of the "Child" or result of the union of the first two members of the Thelemic triune, Ra-Hoor-Khuit means quite literally, 'Ra, who is Horus of the western horizon.' Ra-Hoor-Khuit is also an archetype of each person's Holy Guardian Angel. Ra-Hoor-Khuit's twin, Hoor-Pa-Kraat, also known as Harpocrates, plays the role of 'Horus of the eastern horizon.' These two "twins" circumambulate the globe on a daily (and nightly) basis. Heru-Ra-Ha is the resultant energy of the sun, and this solar-phallic energy forms the basis of all life on this planet. In the context of Maybe Logic Academy, this triune plays out in the following manner: a) Nuit - Maybe Logic principle devised by RAW, thus offering a full palette of colors to replace the black-white limitations of binary semantics. b) Hadit - RAW teams up with Deepleaf Productions to bring about an idea that RAW had for many years, an online school for those who desire access to this semantical rainbow. c) Ra-Hoor-Khuit + Hoor-Pa-Kraat = Heru-Ra-Ha - Here, we have a triune within a triune, so to speak. This was necessary for me to describe the process which all MLA students should have encountered while studying at the Academy itself. As Aiwass doth spake, "every man and every woman is a star," and with the freshly arriving students, they represented a celestial student-body set forth upon an orbital path where it does not know why it is doing what it is doing. The student suspects something bigger out there --- a truth no existing paradigm could support or withstand. That something bigger out there may only be found when one travels inside their own consciousness, a process that is facilitated through exuberant participation in the MLA community. Wedded with the new paradigm-smashing information, the student begins to think about the many possibilities of what it is exactly that could be gained from MLA. With the shedding of old beliefs and semantical traps, the student finally reaches their own best potential having integrated the newly obtained data, thusly:Ra-Hoor-Khuit + Hoor-Pa-Kraat = Heru-Ra-Ha The formula above also serves as an archetype for the process of assimilation that occurs within each MLA student. Both Ra-Hoor-Khuit and Hoor-Pa-Kraat represent the sun at its' polar opposites. Even though the public is told that Ra is the one and only sun god, this is not true. Ra is simply the term for the sun at its' strongest, and Pa represents the sun at its' weakest. If we break down the name Heru-Ra-Ha, we find that Ra is back, associated with the Egyptian word for 'breath of life,' which is Ha. Therefore, the esoteric definition of Heru-Ra-Ha might go something like the following: "The basis of all life is the mid-day sun." Please keep in mind that I am not an ancient Egyptian linguist, but nevertheless, this is a rough approximation of a concept that would later take form in the religion of Christianity --- where Jesus would be portrayed as the SUN of God. Esoteric mystery school teachings show their initiated adepts that Jesus was just one of the many figures built upon the solar-myth cycle. Those of us who have studied world religions and the myths thereof, see the same mythological cycles appearing again and again, such as the Virgin Mother and Her Immaculately-Conceived Son. Is this describing Babylon's Semiramis and Tammuz? Or is it Egypt's Isis and Horus? Or Bethlehem's Mary and Jesus? Or is it all of them? The newly-arrived MLA student quickly finds that something is very different here. They are already predisposed to alternative viewpoints, and as such, arrive with an open and willing intellect. Because they eschew the binary limitations of Orwellian semantics and doublespeak, they are quickly nourished. Precisely how this happens is different for each individual, but it does happen for everyone. The empowerment that comes with separating oneself from the bullshit cover story of life, is incredibly liberating. Thus, this process of the student's spiritual and intellectual growth may be stated in the following manner: Ra-Hoor-Khuit + Hoor-Pa-Kraat = Heru-Ra-Ha RAW / MLA + willing student = a person changed, a psyche rebornThe MLA experience could also be likened to the crossing of the Abyss --- the TRUE magickal initiation. The newly entering student is exposed to such a different way of thought and manner of processing those thoughts, that every incongruence they have previously known falls by the wayside, if it does not correspond to the semantical rainbow of Maybe Logic. This is not to say that the minds of the students are limited or closed off in some way, because that was certainly NOT within my own experience at the Academy. On the contrary, the thoughts and minds of the students are treated to a feast of ideas and counter ideas. As the guardian of the Abyss is the formless demon-entity known as Choronzon, we are able to look upon the MLA experience in the same manner, as in each individual doing battle with their own previously-held beliefs and knowledge. Using the Hebrew numerology known as Gematria, we learn that the number that is identified with Choronzon is the number 333. It is interesting as a side note, that Choronzon is a debauched and lesser form of the solar-phallic 666 energy, and that Choronzon sees fit to complain and bitch about this at every available opportunity --- a poseur who wishes he were the real deal. When examining the Gematric correspondences of the MLA initiation, one discovers several that perfectly match BOTH the Abyss ordeal and the MLA experience:(Rauch Elohim = 300) + (Ebel = 33) = 333Rauch Elohim is the spirit of God, which as we all know, represents TRUTH. Ebel is a lamentation or mourning. Together, this correspondence is telling us that the MLA initiatory experience involves the mourning of what we previously THOUGHT was truth. (Negeph = 133) + (Etzem = 200) = 333 Here, Negeph represents a plague, or an attack against the Etzem, which is the substance or body of previously held knowledge and beliefs. The true nature of the ordeal of the Abyss involves the highest level of initiation, climaxing with the candidate's introduction to the supernal triad through the acquisition of the Master of the Temple grade. As Aleister Crowley himself wrote in Magick Without Tears, (Ch. 83, pg. 502): "It should never be forgotten for a single moment that the central and essential work of the Magician is the attainment of the Knowledge and Conversation of the Holy Guardian Angel. Once he has achieved this he must of course be left entirely in the hands of that Angel, who can be invariably and inevitably relied upon to lead him to the further great step-crossing of the Abyss and the attainment of the grade of Master of the Temple." Upon the candidates successful traversing of the Abyss, they are initiated into the third order, which is known as the'Collegium Summum S .'. S .'..' This roughly translates to 'Summit of Colleagues of the Silver Star,' which is 'Sothis' or 'Sirius,' if the reader prefers to use that name. As is also true of the Abyss, with the MLA initiatory experience, the student leaves behind all that they were, and becomes the potential that they were always destined to become. (Etz ha- Chayim = 233) + (Mas or Al = 100) = 333 This correspondence relates to the 'suffering' that must be endured before initiation is complete. Etz ha-Chayim is the Tree of life, and Mas is the suffering that must be dealt with while crossing the wretched Abyss. Al relates to the upper part or above. Allow me to make one short explanatory comment on my own use of the word "suffering." In the MLA, "suffering" is a reference to all the mental work and play that goes on within the courses and ad hoc message board gatherings. Thusly, this correspondence tells us that a great suffering must be endured before entrance to the City of the Pyramids is permitted. No, make that EARNED.(Kalal = 80) + (Uninitiated Mind = 253) = 333This translates to "Kalal, uninitiated mind," which simply means to "to perfect or make perfect, the uninitiated mind." Because ultimately, we are talking states of consciousness and levels of awareness here, the perfecting of the uninitiated mind is, itself, initiation! Likewise, with MLA, show me a single individual that has NOT come out of the experience a person with a changed mind! (Gab, Geb, Edh, or Bagh = 5) + (Initiation = 165) + (of = 12) + (Unknowing = 151) = 333In the last of these five correspondences, we are told that both the crossing of the Abyss and the MLA initiatory experience involves the 'initiation of [the] unknowing.' Again, this involves words that relate to the "top elevation," a "pit," a "vapor mist," and "food." The food is the Hebrew word Bagh, which I take to mean spiritual nourishment, and not ordinary food to be consumed at meal-time. Thus, this last formulae translates into the following --- just as much for MLA as it does for magickal attainment:"The initiation of the unknowing mind involves traversing a pit obscured by misty vapors to attain entry into the highest level, and the gasoline in the engine (so to speak) is spiritual nourishment."I could go into this subject on a much deeper level, but will stop here, realizing that not all students of MLA are also students of QBL. Therefore, I must disperse the pedantry of the matter, and keep this discussion as general as possible --- which I believe I have done. The wars and battles currently being fought on this planet, as well as the ones to come in the near to mid-term future, all have one thing in common. This is to STOP or at least HALT true spiritual attainment and development. This is what the so-called Drug War is all about, this is what the War against marijuana is all about, and this is the true reason why all types of hallucinogenics have been made illegal --- all to stop the process of ascension by whatever means necessary. Stopping or delaying this ascension represents the true goal of the propagandists, and societal manipulators --- such as the Tavistock Institute --- an organization that uses advanced applications of psychology and mind-control to shape and mold the mass consciousness of what they refer to as the 'target population.'The reader also needs to understand that there is provable and documented occultic black magic that is endemic among the global elite. All the reader needs to do is consult the Stanley Kubrick film "Eyes Wide Shut" and the Alex Jones documentary "Dark Secrets Inside Bohemian Grove" for examples of this practiced black magic. In the past, members of this "group" have been accused of pederasty, sexual ritualized Satanic abuse of children, subjecting their waives and children to Skinner-based operant conditioning, which is also known as behavior modification. The intent in each and every instance is to stop spiritual growth of those around them, while employing the highest levels of black magic to aid in their own ascension, albeit for nefarious and evil means. As the magician Elphias Levi (Alphonse Louis Constant) himself once wrote, which has been quoted in Edit Starr Miller's book "Occult Theocracy," pg. 117: "To deceive people for the purpose of exploiting them, to enslave them, or delay their progress, or prevent it even if possible, such is the crime of black magic." This is what all the wars and battles are REALLY about, and the great people of Deepleaf Productions and MLA have issued forth an exoteric version of the Invisible College, to assist in the development of the understanding of each one of its' growing student and faculty bodies. I applaud each and every one who has participated in this Academy, I knew you could do it!What The Maybe Quarterly Has Meant To My Life My having taken a part in organizing and founding the MLA student organ MAYBE QUARTERLY has been one of the high points of my writing career. My serving as founding editor, as well as editing the first three issues, has also been a project of which I am incredibly proud, as the MQ grew from a 'Hey, wouldn't it be nice?' discussion, to a full-fledged publication within the space of two short months at the end of 2004. It certainly was inspiring to witness the publication's growth over the first three issues, which to me, symbolically refer to the Thelemic triune of Nuit, Hadit, and Ra-Hoor-Khuit. My intention was only to organize the structure of the MQ, and never to serve as permanent editor. Taking my inspiration from The Equinox, my intent was to offer some of my expertise toward the success of the endeavor. I leave the forthcoming and future editors a blueprint with which to produce future issues. I wish them the best of success. I shall await for the time when the MQ is published in a hard copy edition!What Does The Future Hold For Frater K .’. D .’. B .’. ?The Magickal Will of Frater K has always involved writing and communications. In June of 2005, an opportunity to bring to fruition, my own Magickal Will. People around me were suggesting that I start a blog, which I did during that same month. Called THE KENTROVERSY PAPERS --- this site is the realization of my own Magickal Will. During that same month, I was invited to begin submitting material for publication to the JEFF RENSE website, RENSE.COM. Jeff Rense is an American talk-radio host who is dedicated to presenting information ignored by the globalist-controlled mass media. In my own humble estimation, his is the best news website on the entire Internet, and for me to have a chance to work with Mr. Rense was simply an offer I could NOT refuse. This is the fulfillment of my own mottoK .’. D .’. B .’. --- which is stated as :Kentroversy Defensatrix Bibliotheca [Kentroversy Defends Books and Knowledge]Thusly, I have been spending my time writing and publishing and working on my ongoing research and writing projects. The subjects about which I have been writing have been listed in the FAIR USE NOTICE, which can be found at the bottom of the main page: "We are making such material available in an effort to advance understanding of democratic, economic, educational, environmental, financial, human rights, political, scientific, and social justice issues." Furthermore, my modus operandi can be found at the top of the main page: "This site features commentary on today's most important events. I am not afraid to discuss controversial matters, and that is why I am known as Kentroversy, and these are The Kentroversy Papers." Finally, there has been much speculation as to why I can no longer (for the moment) participate in the MLA offerings. Between the above commitments and the responsibilities of fatherhood, I simply do not have any free time with which to study here at MLA. I am extremely interested in the accreditation and growth of MLA, and would certainly consider returning at a later date. In any event, I will follow the developments with interest. Finally, as my own Star whirls onward throughout the sky, and on toward new spheres of influence, my wish to every student, faculty, and administrative staff member --- past, present and future, is this: "May the light of truth and the prayers of peace guide you wherever you travel on this or any other plane of higher consciousness." Konx Om Pax / Light In Extension, Frater K .’. D .’. B .’. Founding Editor - Maybe QuarterlyFall Equinox, September 2005 e.v.http://kentroversypapers.blogspot.com
By Frater K .’. D .’. B .’.
While the global controllers try to limit all thought to a true-false, yes-no, off-on, black-white, us-them paradigm, the single word 'maybe' seeks to offer limitless possibilities. This is what my own personal experience here at MAYBE LOGIC ACADEMY has shown me --- a panoply of potentialities. Look around you in your own life, and understand that virtually nothing is simplified to the point of a yes-or-no only option. Even with computers, the digital binary system of ones and zeroes and their corresponding bits and bytes presents such a wide array of order and disorder in the form of operating systems and software interfaces. This is what MAYBE does for us . . . MLA will always represent, in my own mind, an example of what can happen when people from wide-ranging interests converge for a single purpose, and under an unified principle. This principle was called MAYBE LOGIC and it is a magnum opus of WILLED INTENT. In the interest of providing a forum in which to foment varying viewpoints under an environment of tolerance, MAYBE LOGIC quickly paved the way for the MAYBE LOGIC ACADEMY concept. MLA sought to proselytize the idea behind MAYBE LOGIC through the Internet website associated with a community I could find no other way to describe --- than with the words INTELLIGENT INTERNET. Every single person, without exception, had brought something unique to the table. This allowed the group to feel comfortable in sharing with one another, some very personal aspects of their own lives and desires. For my own part, it was the first time I had ever felt that I really and truly belonged to any online community, because there were others just like me at MLA. I have made some great friends, and I hope that they have enjoyed getting to know me, just as I have enjoyed getting to know them. Those of you who are already familiar with the tenets of magick know that "Magick is the Science and Art of causing Change to occur in conformity with Will." However, the Maybe Logic community is much more than the Willed Intent of either Robert Anton Wilson and the administrative staff of the Academy, or even the growing faculty body. While it is known that the germ of the Maybe Logic idea grew out of interviews that RAW gave to Lance Bauscher, which later formed the basis of the documentary Maybe Logic and the Academy itself, it deserves to be mentioned that the final portion of the MLA triune are the students themselves. To look upon this matter in terms relative to magick itself, we discover that: 1) Nuit - The "Mother" of the Thelemic triune, who represents the limitless potentiality of infinite space. With RAW having added "maybe" to the yes-no binary prison of limited thought and solutions, the faded black and white universe explodes with the many shades of the color spectrum. This is what RAW has always represented, the permission to flip the circuit breakers, and use some of the alleged 95% of the human brain that is said to be unused by most people. 2) Hadit - The Maybe Logic idea was RAW's, but it was the symbolic role of the "Father" of the Thelemic triune, Hadit, who represents the winged globe at the heart of Nuit. The MLA structure grew from this symbolic conception, as RAW would need an organizational structure of what eventually grew into the MLA online school of metaphysics, ontology, and to a somewhat lesser degree, magick. 3) Ra-Hoor-Khuit + Hoor-Pa-Kraat = Heru-Ra-Ha - Here, I have used a formula, which I do believe is highly appropriate and germane to the discussion here. Symbolic of the "Child" or result of the union of the first two members of the Thelemic triune, Ra-Hoor-Khuit means quite literally, 'Ra, who is Horus of the western horizon.' Ra-Hoor-Khuit is also an archetype of each person's Holy Guardian Angel. Ra-Hoor-Khuit's twin, Hoor-Pa-Kraat, also known as Harpocrates, plays the role of 'Horus of the eastern horizon.' These two "twins" circumambulate the globe on a daily (and nightly) basis. Heru-Ra-Ha is the resultant energy of the sun, and this solar-phallic energy forms the basis of all life on this planet. In the context of Maybe Logic Academy, this triune plays out in the following manner: a) Nuit - Maybe Logic principle devised by RAW, thus offering a full palette of colors to replace the black-white limitations of binary semantics. b) Hadit - RAW teams up with Deepleaf Productions to bring about an idea that RAW had for many years, an online school for those who desire access to this semantical rainbow. c) Ra-Hoor-Khuit + Hoor-Pa-Kraat = Heru-Ra-Ha - Here, we have a triune within a triune, so to speak. This was necessary for me to describe the process which all MLA students should have encountered while studying at the Academy itself. As Aiwass doth spake, "every man and every woman is a star," and with the freshly arriving students, they represented a celestial student-body set forth upon an orbital path where it does not know why it is doing what it is doing. The student suspects something bigger out there --- a truth no existing paradigm could support or withstand. That something bigger out there may only be found when one travels inside their own consciousness, a process that is facilitated through exuberant participation in the MLA community. Wedded with the new paradigm-smashing information, the student begins to think about the many possibilities of what it is exactly that could be gained from MLA. With the shedding of old beliefs and semantical traps, the student finally reaches their own best potential having integrated the newly obtained data, thusly:Ra-Hoor-Khuit + Hoor-Pa-Kraat = Heru-Ra-Ha The formula above also serves as an archetype for the process of assimilation that occurs within each MLA student. Both Ra-Hoor-Khuit and Hoor-Pa-Kraat represent the sun at its' polar opposites. Even though the public is told that Ra is the one and only sun god, this is not true. Ra is simply the term for the sun at its' strongest, and Pa represents the sun at its' weakest. If we break down the name Heru-Ra-Ha, we find that Ra is back, associated with the Egyptian word for 'breath of life,' which is Ha. Therefore, the esoteric definition of Heru-Ra-Ha might go something like the following: "The basis of all life is the mid-day sun." Please keep in mind that I am not an ancient Egyptian linguist, but nevertheless, this is a rough approximation of a concept that would later take form in the religion of Christianity --- where Jesus would be portrayed as the SUN of God. Esoteric mystery school teachings show their initiated adepts that Jesus was just one of the many figures built upon the solar-myth cycle. Those of us who have studied world religions and the myths thereof, see the same mythological cycles appearing again and again, such as the Virgin Mother and Her Immaculately-Conceived Son. Is this describing Babylon's Semiramis and Tammuz? Or is it Egypt's Isis and Horus? Or Bethlehem's Mary and Jesus? Or is it all of them? The newly-arrived MLA student quickly finds that something is very different here. They are already predisposed to alternative viewpoints, and as such, arrive with an open and willing intellect. Because they eschew the binary limitations of Orwellian semantics and doublespeak, they are quickly nourished. Precisely how this happens is different for each individual, but it does happen for everyone. The empowerment that comes with separating oneself from the bullshit cover story of life, is incredibly liberating. Thus, this process of the student's spiritual and intellectual growth may be stated in the following manner: Ra-Hoor-Khuit + Hoor-Pa-Kraat = Heru-Ra-Ha RAW / MLA + willing student = a person changed, a psyche rebornThe MLA experience could also be likened to the crossing of the Abyss --- the TRUE magickal initiation. The newly entering student is exposed to such a different way of thought and manner of processing those thoughts, that every incongruence they have previously known falls by the wayside, if it does not correspond to the semantical rainbow of Maybe Logic. This is not to say that the minds of the students are limited or closed off in some way, because that was certainly NOT within my own experience at the Academy. On the contrary, the thoughts and minds of the students are treated to a feast of ideas and counter ideas. As the guardian of the Abyss is the formless demon-entity known as Choronzon, we are able to look upon the MLA experience in the same manner, as in each individual doing battle with their own previously-held beliefs and knowledge. Using the Hebrew numerology known as Gematria, we learn that the number that is identified with Choronzon is the number 333. It is interesting as a side note, that Choronzon is a debauched and lesser form of the solar-phallic 666 energy, and that Choronzon sees fit to complain and bitch about this at every available opportunity --- a poseur who wishes he were the real deal. When examining the Gematric correspondences of the MLA initiation, one discovers several that perfectly match BOTH the Abyss ordeal and the MLA experience:(Rauch Elohim = 300) + (Ebel = 33) = 333Rauch Elohim is the spirit of God, which as we all know, represents TRUTH. Ebel is a lamentation or mourning. Together, this correspondence is telling us that the MLA initiatory experience involves the mourning of what we previously THOUGHT was truth. (Negeph = 133) + (Etzem = 200) = 333 Here, Negeph represents a plague, or an attack against the Etzem, which is the substance or body of previously held knowledge and beliefs. The true nature of the ordeal of the Abyss involves the highest level of initiation, climaxing with the candidate's introduction to the supernal triad through the acquisition of the Master of the Temple grade. As Aleister Crowley himself wrote in Magick Without Tears, (Ch. 83, pg. 502): "It should never be forgotten for a single moment that the central and essential work of the Magician is the attainment of the Knowledge and Conversation of the Holy Guardian Angel. Once he has achieved this he must of course be left entirely in the hands of that Angel, who can be invariably and inevitably relied upon to lead him to the further great step-crossing of the Abyss and the attainment of the grade of Master of the Temple." Upon the candidates successful traversing of the Abyss, they are initiated into the third order, which is known as the'Collegium Summum S .'. S .'..' This roughly translates to 'Summit of Colleagues of the Silver Star,' which is 'Sothis' or 'Sirius,' if the reader prefers to use that name. As is also true of the Abyss, with the MLA initiatory experience, the student leaves behind all that they were, and becomes the potential that they were always destined to become. (Etz ha- Chayim = 233) + (Mas or Al = 100) = 333 This correspondence relates to the 'suffering' that must be endured before initiation is complete. Etz ha-Chayim is the Tree of life, and Mas is the suffering that must be dealt with while crossing the wretched Abyss. Al relates to the upper part or above. Allow me to make one short explanatory comment on my own use of the word "suffering." In the MLA, "suffering" is a reference to all the mental work and play that goes on within the courses and ad hoc message board gatherings. Thusly, this correspondence tells us that a great suffering must be endured before entrance to the City of the Pyramids is permitted. No, make that EARNED.(Kalal = 80) + (Uninitiated Mind = 253) = 333This translates to "Kalal, uninitiated mind," which simply means to "to perfect or make perfect, the uninitiated mind." Because ultimately, we are talking states of consciousness and levels of awareness here, the perfecting of the uninitiated mind is, itself, initiation! Likewise, with MLA, show me a single individual that has NOT come out of the experience a person with a changed mind! (Gab, Geb, Edh, or Bagh = 5) + (Initiation = 165) + (of = 12) + (Unknowing = 151) = 333In the last of these five correspondences, we are told that both the crossing of the Abyss and the MLA initiatory experience involves the 'initiation of [the] unknowing.' Again, this involves words that relate to the "top elevation," a "pit," a "vapor mist," and "food." The food is the Hebrew word Bagh, which I take to mean spiritual nourishment, and not ordinary food to be consumed at meal-time. Thus, this last formulae translates into the following --- just as much for MLA as it does for magickal attainment:"The initiation of the unknowing mind involves traversing a pit obscured by misty vapors to attain entry into the highest level, and the gasoline in the engine (so to speak) is spiritual nourishment."I could go into this subject on a much deeper level, but will stop here, realizing that not all students of MLA are also students of QBL. Therefore, I must disperse the pedantry of the matter, and keep this discussion as general as possible --- which I believe I have done. The wars and battles currently being fought on this planet, as well as the ones to come in the near to mid-term future, all have one thing in common. This is to STOP or at least HALT true spiritual attainment and development. This is what the so-called Drug War is all about, this is what the War against marijuana is all about, and this is the true reason why all types of hallucinogenics have been made illegal --- all to stop the process of ascension by whatever means necessary. Stopping or delaying this ascension represents the true goal of the propagandists, and societal manipulators --- such as the Tavistock Institute --- an organization that uses advanced applications of psychology and mind-control to shape and mold the mass consciousness of what they refer to as the 'target population.'The reader also needs to understand that there is provable and documented occultic black magic that is endemic among the global elite. All the reader needs to do is consult the Stanley Kubrick film "Eyes Wide Shut" and the Alex Jones documentary "Dark Secrets Inside Bohemian Grove" for examples of this practiced black magic. In the past, members of this "group" have been accused of pederasty, sexual ritualized Satanic abuse of children, subjecting their waives and children to Skinner-based operant conditioning, which is also known as behavior modification. The intent in each and every instance is to stop spiritual growth of those around them, while employing the highest levels of black magic to aid in their own ascension, albeit for nefarious and evil means. As the magician Elphias Levi (Alphonse Louis Constant) himself once wrote, which has been quoted in Edit Starr Miller's book "Occult Theocracy," pg. 117: "To deceive people for the purpose of exploiting them, to enslave them, or delay their progress, or prevent it even if possible, such is the crime of black magic." This is what all the wars and battles are REALLY about, and the great people of Deepleaf Productions and MLA have issued forth an exoteric version of the Invisible College, to assist in the development of the understanding of each one of its' growing student and faculty bodies. I applaud each and every one who has participated in this Academy, I knew you could do it!What The Maybe Quarterly Has Meant To My Life My having taken a part in organizing and founding the MLA student organ MAYBE QUARTERLY has been one of the high points of my writing career. My serving as founding editor, as well as editing the first three issues, has also been a project of which I am incredibly proud, as the MQ grew from a 'Hey, wouldn't it be nice?' discussion, to a full-fledged publication within the space of two short months at the end of 2004. It certainly was inspiring to witness the publication's growth over the first three issues, which to me, symbolically refer to the Thelemic triune of Nuit, Hadit, and Ra-Hoor-Khuit. My intention was only to organize the structure of the MQ, and never to serve as permanent editor. Taking my inspiration from The Equinox, my intent was to offer some of my expertise toward the success of the endeavor. I leave the forthcoming and future editors a blueprint with which to produce future issues. I wish them the best of success. I shall await for the time when the MQ is published in a hard copy edition!What Does The Future Hold For Frater K .’. D .’. B .’. ?The Magickal Will of Frater K has always involved writing and communications. In June of 2005, an opportunity to bring to fruition, my own Magickal Will. People around me were suggesting that I start a blog, which I did during that same month. Called THE KENTROVERSY PAPERS --- this site is the realization of my own Magickal Will. During that same month, I was invited to begin submitting material for publication to the JEFF RENSE website, RENSE.COM. Jeff Rense is an American talk-radio host who is dedicated to presenting information ignored by the globalist-controlled mass media. In my own humble estimation, his is the best news website on the entire Internet, and for me to have a chance to work with Mr. Rense was simply an offer I could NOT refuse. This is the fulfillment of my own mottoK .’. D .’. B .’. --- which is stated as :Kentroversy Defensatrix Bibliotheca [Kentroversy Defends Books and Knowledge]Thusly, I have been spending my time writing and publishing and working on my ongoing research and writing projects. The subjects about which I have been writing have been listed in the FAIR USE NOTICE, which can be found at the bottom of the main page: "We are making such material available in an effort to advance understanding of democratic, economic, educational, environmental, financial, human rights, political, scientific, and social justice issues." Furthermore, my modus operandi can be found at the top of the main page: "This site features commentary on today's most important events. I am not afraid to discuss controversial matters, and that is why I am known as Kentroversy, and these are The Kentroversy Papers." Finally, there has been much speculation as to why I can no longer (for the moment) participate in the MLA offerings. Between the above commitments and the responsibilities of fatherhood, I simply do not have any free time with which to study here at MLA. I am extremely interested in the accreditation and growth of MLA, and would certainly consider returning at a later date. In any event, I will follow the developments with interest. Finally, as my own Star whirls onward throughout the sky, and on toward new spheres of influence, my wish to every student, faculty, and administrative staff member --- past, present and future, is this: "May the light of truth and the prayers of peace guide you wherever you travel on this or any other plane of higher consciousness." Konx Om Pax / Light In Extension, Frater K .’. D .’. B .’. Founding Editor - Maybe QuarterlyFall Equinox, September 2005 e.v.http://kentroversypapers.blogspot.com
